zzz i need a thicker beanie :(

my day was sort of screwed up today.
during d morning n evening.
feel like cutting myself into half lah.

oh well.
anyway.
today went study in d morning with yuanhao, choy, amir n james.
then went to catch dark knight.
damn cool lah d movie.
2.5hrs of excitement.
lol.

should i get back to learning poa?
no idea.

look thats purple :)

its okay lah im not disappointed :)
n sorry for making u guilty if i did. =/
lol.

okay maybe all hope is not lost :D
hmm i think i shouldnt be too happy in case that happens again =X

yesterday went watch singapore vs brazil with choy, amir, billy, yuen n terance.
rmb d guy in d new paper?
crying over getting anderson's boots?
we were sitting like around 6rows behind him.
HES DAMN ACT CAN.
just because he got anderson's boots, everyone wants to take a photo with him.
so he thinks hes a star.
N HE BECOME SO HAOLIAN
SO WHAT HUH. I EVERYDAY ON TV REPORT NEWS LEH.
lol im not jealous in any way or wad.
but y haolian?
u know, he, 12 years old, ordering like 100adults to cheer for anderson?
ORDERING?
good damnit big headed already sia he.
zzz.

anyway d match was nice.
okay im lying.
it was quite boring lah.
but at times got some excitement here n there.
anderson did not participate much leh.
ronaldhino also.
stupid lah.
i think dunga must have told them to pass d ball once they get it.
or else scully singapore players slide them then they cant participate in olympics.
most probably thats d reason ba.
ronaldhino make alot of ppl damn pekcek lah.
get ball only pass. raa.
only last part he dribble like 20m then ball kena stolen.
lol.
n end of d match he took off his shirt.
pro haha.
n half time, amir n i went to buy drinks, but d queue so long.
so we went back. n when we went back,
choy told us that ronaldhino juggle d ball 30times n header n shoot into d goal sia.
walau that must have been d most entertaining part of d match.
n amir n i missed it zzz.

oh ya.
before d match.
yuen asked me to follow him catch brazilian bus.
i thought he talking cock. so didnt go.
actually wanted to if got more going.
but rest also dunwan go.
then..... suddenly.........
at d opposite end of d stadium.............
two lights appeared at d bottom in a pathway.
D BRAZILIAN BUS WAS HERE WTF.
NOOO I SHOULD HAVE GONE. lol.
then singapore walk out.
then d brazilians slowly walk out.
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa y i nva go. lol.
then after d end of match,
yuen n billy went that area.
n they managed to catch a glimpse of d brazilian stars.
lol good for them haha.

today had geog paper 1 n poa paper 2.
geog was okay.
first time i write so much for 8 marks lorms qn sia.
1 n half page.
omg so happy haha.
but didnt do 1 qn cus no time, lost 5 marks as a result.
then after that was poa.
as usual, my poa cmi.
i did all those that i knew.
d paper was 2 hours.
n i finished in 1hr zzz.
sry lah d rest i duno how to do.
then ended up sleeping for around 45mins. =.=
eh but i think, slacking in exam hall is good.
today i slacked awhile before sleeping.
did many self reflections lah.
on whether to drop poa anot.
i think i should leh.
cus i just realised if i study geography ss n history constantly,
not crazily,
v easy to score a1.
not haolian lah but really wad.
u know d fact, u know d method.
u just need more time only ma.

after school went amk library study.
according to marcus, it was "bonding session" for me. =.=
lame sia. lol.
did my amaths.
hmm not that good at it now.
no idea y.
anw was fun lah. :D
lol.
after that went amk hub walk.
then home.
bought a beanie at 77th street.
13.90 sia so ex.
i thought like 7 or 8 only.

doesnt feel like prelims anymore.
no idea y.

ok off to dinner now. :D

walau walau walau.........................................................
if u get in d competition, no more dream holiday........................ :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
freak lah im damn sad lah................
anw im not going emo. must be pessimistic :D

hai oh well. not meant to be i guess.
damnit.
sad lah.
hai.

anw tonight gonna watch singapore selection vs brazil olympic team.
so excited sia.
ronaldhino n anderson leh
hope that will cheer my mood up =]

pro tickets for me amir n choy

wahahahaha i damaged my house

zzz look at what i did to my house window today.


see d empty space?
was playing soccer then rammed d ball there =x

i guess i should sacrifice my chemistry grades to do better in geography for prelims

a dream holiday come true.
i have changed my perception of 2008 eoy holidays :D

PRELIMS OMG

have not been posting for very long.
lazy i guess.
partly cus of my prelims.
anw prelims to me were okay.
i was damn shocked i could recall so much for my humanities during d exams lah.
cus i did last min studying =x

---monday---
english was okay. did my compo on abuse n letter on some proposal.
i wrote about child maid n family abuse.
i think quite stupid lah. haha.

for ss d topic i studied so damn hard for didnt come out.
but d day before, i was at amk library with marcus n some others.
then before we left, marcus talked to me about d conflict in sri lanka.
n it came out lah!
n im damn surprised i could recall 80% of what he said.
omg thx sia marcus :D
i think hes gonna do damn well for his prelims.

---tuesday---
amaths paper 2 in d morning was okay.
lost 11marks though.
from geometrical proofs n coordinate geometry.
i seriously think geo proofs suck lah.
although d sense of achievement when u prove d thing is 100times shioker than when proving trigo identities, its 100times harder, to me lah.

then it was elec hist after d break.
also surprised i could recall so much.
like ernest wong said, "examination is the test of your speed of recall"
see i still rmb :D
lol. its quite true lah.
n especially for ss hist n geography, when time is against u.

---wednesday---
wed only had one paper.
d second one, which was geog paper 2.
on human geog.
was quite okay.
only didnt know how to do 2qns.
talked my way through d rest.
at first i thought need do all.
lucky i read d instructions lah.
only need do 2 =.=
heng sia.

---thursday---
eng paper 2.
quite lazy to do it.
nevertheless, i still did it for d sake of doing.
d passages were damn hard to understand lah.
normally passage A is those non-narrative one.
then B narrative.
but for xms, they purposely wan seh us, set 2 non-narratives sia.
read halfway n my mind went somewhere else. lol.

then at 11am was emaths paper2.
okok lah. lost 8marks.
due to my stupidity.
zzz.

---friday---
was damn excited. cause there would be soccer in d afternoon.
but in d morning, calamity struck.
as d setter for amaths paper 1 was none other than..
MRS LIM SWEE KHIM =O
die le lah.
open d paper, second n 4th qn duno how to do.
got one qn on integration i also not very confident of my ans.
lost another 7 marks in eqn of circle.
cus i took it for granted that they would only ask us to find rad n centre.
in total, lost 26marks =x
so my maximum mark would be 54/80
n minus some careless mistakes here n there, i think fail le.
cus i had no time to check.
was busy racking my brains on a qn that eventually was handed in with only 4 lines of working.

then physics. as usual, screwed it up.
i can rmb d formulas, but i just cant seem to apply it.
takes practice i guess.

then after d exams, it was soccer!
woohoooooooo.
everyone so excited. haha.
d field was muddy so some of us took off our shoes.
8v8 or something i think.
407 + shaiful n zahran vs 405 + yuen n terance.
quite fun lah.
but there were mood swings at some point of time.
n towards d end it was getting boring.
so we stopped playing at 4.
play for 3hrs plus sia omg.

after that marked d start of my tuition marathon.
sian ah.
somehow managed to break through friday's tuition.
n had one of my friends :D to wait for me outside while i was doing my proposal.
siao sia 930 class end 915 he give us do.
but anw gd for us lah.
then sent my friend down n my friend left. lol.
then waited for my tuition friend to come down then we went yoshinoya together.
at that time haven makan yet.
damn hungry.

---today---
tuition marathoned again.
supposed to wake up at 8am to study.
but apparently, somehow i woke up at 12 =x
shit man so guilty lah.
then went tuition.
phy n chem
phy didn do much.
mcq qns only.
as for chem, got scolding by teacher.
for talking in class lah.
damn ridiculous lah she.
anw used to it. she keeps scolding me.
nvm good interaction :D zzz.

n sorry to yuanhao for some reason.
didnt mean to ps u all.
just that i forgot.
sry =/

the moon's below me

today had cross country.
currently over d moon now.
cus i fulfilled my wish of getting an award before leaving xinmin.
didnt manage to get any during sports heats and sports day.
since that day, i told myself that i would get one today.
which meant that i was aiming for d top 20.
i was wishing for a top 10.
n lao3 tian1 ye2 helped me a whole lot.
i must have done some great deed. lol.

cabbed to bishan park.
but apparently, i alighted at park 2.
in d middle of park 2.
so i walked,
n walked,
n walked.
n finally i saw d good damn road to park 1.
n so i walked,
n walked,
n walked.
n i got lost lah!
i was at d other side of d park.
so i crossed its breadth n within minutes i was with everyone else.
by d time i was already sweating lah.
after hanging around n taking my attendance,
d shocking news came.
b boys running first!
omg man. cham liao.
everyone not mentally prepared.
but nevertheless, we had to adapt to the situation.
it started to drizzle minutes before the commencement of the race.
but d event was still on lah.

at the starting point, i could feel the adrenaline pumping up in me.
i feeling that is both shiok n terrible to handle.
but within moments, without knowing it, d race was over.
n everyone was relieved.

through today's event, i realised something extremely crucial in a race.
im not kidding. i should think that its true.
my, um, "theory", is that,
one shouldnt be standing in front before d race, trying to get a headstart.
reasons being,

1) when people overtake u, u will feel demoralised n will go like " omg y this person overtake me sia." or like " omg shit im one position down" and psychologically, you will feel tired (i dunno y i always feel it when ppl overtake me)
2) when you overtake people, you will get a feeling of "shiokness" n ur self confidence in you will build up, and you can run better cus u have d determination to overtake d next person.

i came to this realisation only after sports day.
cus i always wanted to get a headstart.
but when everyone starting overtaking me d feeling was totally damn suck.
so, my conclusion is, start in d middle, nearer to the front. :)

happy :D

okay i finally realised d importance of money.
damnit man.
i swear to god im gonna earn big bucks next time.
n i mean really GOOD DAMN BIG.
no im not a money face.
im just being realistic. :)

n road run is 3more days sia omgwtf.
damn nervous.
according to yuanhao hes not running.
oh n d falcon notice board was up today.
um terance's (=x) running,
dominic's running,
luqi's running,
n thats a bad thing.
lol but that means good competition.
if yuanhao were to run then even hotter.
n billy too.
y so many ppl back out sia.
zzz.

okay off to compass.

woohoo finally i have come up with a timetable. :D
too harsh for me i think.
but still, i will make sure i follow all d timings there.

yesterday after school was fun man.
went around d area at macs near xinmin with kok, weijie, yc, marcus, jj n boss.
did some stupid stuff.
laughed like maddog.
damn fun.
haha.
sry cant elaborate on d details.
later d paoto kia that paoto-ed marcus's blog paoto me also.
then 7 of us die le.
haha.

ytd was fun, but today was seriously good damn boring.
spent a morning planning my timetable.
then continued with my tuition marathon from ytd night.
had physics n chem today.
finally met steven today.
he duno y din come tuition for 2 months lah.
so im no longer alone during tuition. :D
haha.

was supposed to study today.
but apparently, its night now, n i haven really satisfied myself. =/

okay gtg. its damn late i have not eaten my dinner.
ffffing hungry.

ytd was another boring day at school.
after lessons went street soccer court to play soccer.
amir told us to meet him sai n zahran there.
so yh choy n i went to d street soccer court.
i stupidly suggested going to d one outside.
so we walked there.
but upon reaching it was filled only with bowen ppl.
then we called amir n he told us he was at d one in sch =.=
lol.
so played for awhile.
then towards d end of d game.
i wanted to reach for the ball.
n i lazily used my foot to reach it (d ball was at chest level)
n guess what?

I SPLIT MY PANTS WTF.

look:

damn big lah.
i think d hole at least 10cm long.
omg sia.
n d sound damn loud also.
like "zearh!"
like can suddenly feel my that area so airy.
hahaha.

luckily for me, i borrowed choy's pe pants,
n wore it with a uniform top.
which looked stupid.
im not trying to act cool or wad lah.
but wearing my that splitted pants over it really v dumb.
so hot.
n some more later ppl think i split my pants without knowing.
lol.

after that went canteen.
bought drinks.
then studied with amir.
postponed my tuition to sunday.
cus lazy go kovan.
studied halfway,
then suddenly i rmbed i had d extra remedial for comb humans.
too late to escape.
cus joan chia already came up to me n gave me d ws.
actually i excused one lah.
sian.

then do halfway sian diao.
marcus, jj n matthew came along.
they suggested playing soccer.
but zahran ordy brought d ball home.
so we went ball hunting.
went to d field n street soccer court, but there were no balls.
lol.
so went home lor.

today was boring also lah.
mood swing day for me =X
no idea y too.
twice sia.
some of us actually wanted to persuade mr ho to let us play soccer.
but in d end still volleyballed.
volleyball was fun today.
um cus we improvised d game.
in order to cheer ourselves up. :D
n then, lets just say we found a soccer ball lying about.
n therefore, some of us decided that it would be a great investment to the class.
but by recess, mr lee jus walked into the class.
n he went to open d metal cupboard,
n confiscated d soccer ball.
we were not playing whatsoever lah.
then still wan confiscate. walau.
like 2 hours after getting d ball only. n its all gone. raa.
like someone paoto-ed lidat lah.
but i believe not. lol.

anw after sch went gym with marcus, jj ,matthew n scott.
trained alot today.
towards d end totally no strength at all.
i tried yuanhao's training method for running.
he trained at speed 16.
which is to me already very fast jog liao.
im not a fast jogger okay. lol.
run till 2.4km, damn tired liao. didnt wan to carry on anymore cus haven trained anything yet. used a treadmill first.
planned to cover 3.4km, in preparation for a cross country thing.
but in d end didnt.
shit man cross country's next friday.
n im damn nervous.
i wan at least a top 10 ba.
but with ppl like:

yuanhao
ragupathy
xinyi
jiawen
billy
marcus tio
lu qi
dominic
terance
khairul
dexter

n many more which i currently dun rmb.
how to get top 10?
i think top 20 also cant.
sian i wan get xms award b4 i graduate.
doesnt mean i wan retain so can get award lah.
lol.

oh yea n good luck to all those running cross country. jiayoujiayou :D

CHINESE ORAL SUCK

had my chinese oral today.
seriously damn suck lah.
i confirm cmi.
according to everyone d minimum is a pass.
cus if examiners put u as ungraded they have to write report.
so most probably wun lor.

d passage was okay lah.
only 2-3words i dunno.
but when i read in front of d examiners i stammered alot.
seriously alot.
sian lah.
then d conversation was okay.
d topic was quite ez lah.
cus xinmin tested us on this 1 or 2 yrs back in exams.
it was about poly n jc.
n more n more students r going to poly.
lidat.
although d topic was okay,
i still screwed my conversation up abit.
cus i din say bout how d family n school would influence these ppl to go poly.
i only talked about d students' personal views.
so in conclusion, although i talked quite alot, most of it was bullshit =.=
n this is how i feel about chinese oral now.


wtf man.

anw yesterday was a v shocking day for me.
cus i almost kena langa by lorry.
lol.
tapow-ed food back to school.
then on d way back this woman (the driver) was talking to her friend beside her.
n she didn c wad was in front of her.
i was looking at her thinking y she moving so slowly.
then somemore not looking in front.
so i decided to cross lor.
but when i was crossing,
d stupid woman suddenly increase speed.
then i jumped away.
if not sway liao.
haha.

oh n d tutsi saved marcus's day yesterday.
so pro sia tutsi also can do that.
haha.
for more info, click here to read his blog.

ahhahaha feel so shiok now.
but prelims r coming. =/