bleed it out

the pain gets worse and worse as the days go by.
a blade through me, seriously.

that website.
its deadly.

did you know?

do you know that everytime im with you, i feel sad?
i'll turn all emo.
and all that i can only do is accept the fact.

fuck i feel like downing 10packs now.

back to square one

why.
why like that.
why must it be this way.
why did it happen.
why were the words untrue.
why did i fall.
why am i always the one losing out.
why must it be me. always.
why.
tell me why.
TELL ME WHY LAH FUCK.

im going crazy.
fuck you.

I NEED TO TURN INTO A CHAO MUGGER

engineering drawing common test yesterday.
did ok i guess.
hope i can ace that subject.

ammp common test today.
buanged it man. seriously.
got my facts mixed up. cause i did last min studying ==
that subject is ace-able lah.
if u study that is.

thermofluid common test next monday, maths next wed, engineering materials next friday.
im havin problems with thermofluid, and i pathetically know nuts about engi materials.
howhowhow.

do you even care whats happening now?
seems like all are like that.
when you've got something above friends, they become secondary.
in this case, secondary = non-existent

fuckyoumankanenabehchaocheebye.