almost a month since i last blogged.
school as been as usual as always.
tutorials, lectures, homework, projects.

woke up at 1 today.
its 720 now.
and till now, i have achieved nothing.
sian.

bleed it out

the pain gets worse and worse as the days go by.
a blade through me, seriously.

that website.
its deadly.

did you know?

do you know that everytime im with you, i feel sad?
i'll turn all emo.
and all that i can only do is accept the fact.

fuck i feel like downing 10packs now.

back to square one

why.
why like that.
why must it be this way.
why did it happen.
why were the words untrue.
why did i fall.
why am i always the one losing out.
why must it be me. always.
why.
tell me why.
TELL ME WHY LAH FUCK.

im going crazy.
fuck you.

I NEED TO TURN INTO A CHAO MUGGER

engineering drawing common test yesterday.
did ok i guess.
hope i can ace that subject.

ammp common test today.
buanged it man. seriously.
got my facts mixed up. cause i did last min studying ==
that subject is ace-able lah.
if u study that is.

thermofluid common test next monday, maths next wed, engineering materials next friday.
im havin problems with thermofluid, and i pathetically know nuts about engi materials.
howhowhow.

do you even care whats happening now?
seems like all are like that.
when you've got something above friends, they become secondary.
in this case, secondary = non-existent

fuckyoumankanenabehchaocheebye.

EYECANDY

dam cute. dam chio. dam sweet.
omgomgomg.

XINFONY. SCHOOL. COOLSHIT GYM OMG.

haven been blogging for ages, as usual ==
ytd went to xinfony's concert at esplande.
fucking boring can.
sorry lah but i just couldnt appreciate their music ytd.
no idea why.
time passed so slowly when the concert started.
seems to me as though it took ages for one song piece to end.
seriously its that boring. to me. lol.
somemore inside no reception. can gnd liao.

then intermission.
saw stuffs.
ji tao sian diao i tell you.
fuck it man.
oh well.

then the boring second half continued.
but okay lah.
ended quite quickly this time.
n xinmin played hokkien songs. lmao.

after that hanged around that area.
sat by the river.
talked, daydreamed, shared, confided.
wanted to go shisha after that.
but then billy n kokwee feeling sick.
so didnt go.
went to burger king at raffles city.
desmond bought some food.
while kokwee haojie and i slacked there.

home after that.

today.
went to school.
autocad, maths, thermofluid practical.
nothing liao.
oh ya.
went for gym orientation during lunch break.
their gym is FUCKING cool can.
can fight with fitness first and california fitness seriously.
and its 100000000000times better that hougang gym. lol.

they got this system, which has all our names, even you.
yes you whoever you are reading this now.
just enter your ic number.
n ta-da.
ur name appears there.
n u can store your progress in their system.
awesome right.
oh yeah. one more piece of coolshit.
guess what. their treadmills right, can WATCH TELEVISION OMGWTF.
imba right.

ngeeann gym's coolshit man. seriously.